My rocket science...

To be cont...

Unloving.

Air gasping.

Here I am again, dumping my thoughts through here. I feel like barfing to be in this phase again. That kind of feeling when its no longer butterflies but heartburn that is pinning me down. I'm breathing but gasping for air. I'm up but about to crawl. I have so many things to say but nothing is coming out.  I cannot see a thing, view is too hazy.

risks.

wow. i am actually going back to what i love the most. a lot has happened from last year until today as i type my thoughts. looking back i'm not even sure whether these changes made me a better person or what not. changes is inevitable, but what i can attest, is the fact that i have gained experiences. experiences that made me a changed person. experiences that i know when i looked back, i'd give myself a pat in the back and say, "hey! glad i did that! glad i said that!" 

this year was my year of guts. checked off couple of ones in my bucket list. well some may not be a bucket lister but its something i did for the first time that makes it extra special. that exhilarating feeling after is the most rewarding part of it. it comes with the reality in life. years back, i was this sheepish kind of person. not a risk taker. has some issues in rejections (now who wouldn't ah ??!) i had my fair share of defeats and rejections in the past that makes me a namby-pamby. i'm glad i was way past that stage. i can't imagine myself now still stuck to that phase. it was not that horrible but the mental picture of it makes it horrible. 

but as years passes.. you came with that feeling and ask yourself, where this coward side of me would exactly bring me? NONE. and it dawned me that life is too short to dwell on being scared of taking risks. there should be no hindrances in making tough decisions for these are the exact ingredients in making this whole ride all worth it. this time. this is the part when i start to be responsible of what i say and do, i take charge of it because that makes me credible as a person. taking risks comes with confidence and so i'm no longer afraid to take that roller coaster ride. no what ifs, what could have been, what should have done. no more questions. i'l do what i gotta do and say. i will enjoy this ride whatever it takes no matter what they say. 

"He who asks a question is a fool for five minutes; he who does not ask a question remains a fool forever" 

been a while.

its been a while again since the last time i made a post in here. a lot has happened since month of June started. June has greeted me and my friends some bad news about our friend who was just been diagnosed of having a stage 4 Big C. it was a rough time for all of us. a grueling 3 weeks that we have to dealt with. together with my high school friends we have to offer healing mass at Padre Pio for our good friend that will have to go through surgery and that same operation will be the the most difficult one because it will be the gauge of her health condition. with God's grace after surgery the Big C was swatted away, and series of chemotherapy that will completely shrug it off. one thing i have learned from this experience is that, always value time. while we still have the privilege we should always cherish the times spent with our loved ones  because we wont know what God's plan that is in store for all of us. and so we are all given equal opportunities to spend it wisely with people who matters most in our lives. what happened to our friend who is at a peak of her career and not even at her 30's is one living proof that age is a non arguable matter when it comes to getting sick or worst being ill. it can happen to anyone, it can even struck even to someone whom they think themselves as one healthy individual, but that's the thing we are human. we are not invincible nor immortals. bottom line, we take each day as if its our last. don't waste it. always do something that you think you have contributed something worthy. say i love you to your parents, spend quality time and show them you care. give value to your friends. and most importantly, love yourself. each and everyone of us are created with different uniqueness and yet with one common goal of spreading love that has bestowed on us by Him. Time is precious. don't put it into waste. 

post dinner at Uncle Cheffy after the 2 hour novena/mass at Padre Pio

Lip-Dub Proposal.

Sorry if this video would only make you feel more pressured of not getting hitched yet, but I am just a sucker for wedding proposals. seen a lot and mostly really will just captivate your imagination of what kind of proposal you would want to have from your fiance. but this one that I have just discovered would fill up my Top 5 most favorite. and every proposal you would want is something that's unique or the one that you never thought you can think of having simply because it's out of this world. you will always have to maintain the coolness and yet the sweet feeling will always be there from the start til you popped that question. methinks that when you involve the family and close friends in your "propaganda of proposing", it will be the sweetest of em all!! watch and enjoy this one of a kind Lip-Dub proposal!! and just the like the girl grab some headset and fall in love with it! Ü

call me maybe.

Aryt the first time i heard this i kinda like the beat and i find the lyrics very catchy. i find Carly Rae Jaspen voice very similar with Zooey' Deschanel's. but then i heard it once, that was it. never heard it again. since last year that it caught my attention and now that it became viral to local scene. group of "IT" girls namely Anne Curtis, Solenn Heussaff, Georgina Wilson, Isabel Daza and Liz Uy after naming those gorgeous gals do you think i need to say more? Wah! but that was not enough because hunks with their well played roles was perfect match with these stunning ladies. what makes this video so addicting to watch is because you never thought that lip-sync can be this cool and it was such a plus when you see these fine ladies going out from their way and making faces, play around the camera like little kids, jumped into each other not minding of getting hurt. the video was all fun. no scripts. no choreograph stunts, its was like a playground to look at. so invite your friends and try to make one like this because it will surely check  to your bucket list. just be crazy and have fun! 
Hey I just met you
And this is crazy,
But here's my number,
So call me, Maybe?

Carly Jaspen got signed for the song and had a sudden surge of request that's right after Justin Beiber and girlfriend Selena Gomez tweeted about this song and Beiber with big number of followers and when i say BIG that means 22million followers. Whopping! and they are the original of making a such video. that playful video has 39million hits already in Youtube and keeps counting as so we speak. sit back, watch and learn!  

 

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