after all that has been said and done. all the hurtful words that has crushed us. it all boils down to no one wins this bout. we both lose the game. lessons learned and time to move on. i may have been quiet the whole time scared that if i say words you might leave me in the dark upside down, scarred with all the painful thoughts. what i am right now is the person i become after all the things that molded me to be a better person. what hurts is you are no longer to witness that. our story is what's gonna linger me as i turn my back away from you. it was a struggle trying to win your trust. we were tussling over our personal issues. i am being pushed back against the wall every time we fight the same reasons. i got tired. we both got tired. that was the hardest part coz no one wants to take the fight anymore. we were restless. now that we're done, friendship goes down the drain unnoticeable. part of me died...
i may have died but knowing that we were better off this way then im throw in the towel and accepts this defeat. im making a swirl on my decision of letting you go.. i had to and i need to, knowing the downside of me losing you. im walking out of the dream i used to have and as i take this big turn, im bringing that dream with me. thank you for coming into my life..... sorry if my efforts still makes you feel less of a person until the very end, i tried.. i really do. word war ends here. and i will end it with our story. story that will always starts from that vivid memory when you asked my name. thank you for asking me because when i looked back, i dont think i will ever have that guts. thank you for sharing that story with me and emptily thank you for giving me enough reasons to let you go for good. ily.
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